I know that i’m not the only one who find it pretty scary to grow up. As a child you only wish to grow older and get responsibility, but when you are so close to being an adult, “resposibility” suddenly sound very different. I guess it’s the idea of responsibility that scares most people, me included. But why? If i really think about it, what is it then, that i think will happen to me? Absolutely nothing! So many other people have managed to do it, so why shouldn’t I?
I guess you shouldn’t think too much about it, sometimes it’s okay if you just want to watch cartoons and build showmen.
Everybody is already asking me what i want for christmas. Goddammit it is only november, and i hate all the christmas-present-thingy, it is so stressful!
It is like nobody really understand this, like they think christmas is only good…and it is good, don’t get me wrong, just not all the time. Anybody who knows what i mean?